Lonely

Oh!, useless loneliness,

I know you love no one.

I've seen we don't belong

into each other's company.

You have hated me!

You kicked me softly

since a child...

You company stinks!

I wanted to be me

and your ideas helped but a little,

and this cosmos is nothing

walking all the way with you.

You jumped into my dreams and

turned some daydreams a nightmare.

I thought you'll be a friend,

now I know the mistake.

You took too much from me.

Your nothingness hurts, and

certainly you are like many.

Leave me alone!

You promised you would care

you said you'd be better than those I've lost;

but I don't see the difference:

You lie, you hurt, and I needed someone.

Time has worn my flesh,

you've taken my time away.

Is it I who only loses?

I've seen a house torn down

those walls were not a shield

I wish somehow my tears

will serve to settle down.

Don't try to look for me

Don't need you any more

You have despised me!

You're not a friend to fall.

You hated me and world

telling me all those lies.

You've said you were the best

I ran away to hide.

I'm glad that I've realized

you are not to walk with.

Rejection is not love,

I clearly understood.

Perhaps it's really late

to find someone to woo,

I'd rather be alone!

I walked away from you.

I guess you cannot see

I wish you understand.

I' d better be alone!

You never were my friend.

You came to be alone,

you hurt and said you cared.

I kissed your empty lips

No more lies heard!

You enticed me to believe

no one would hear or come

But now I have begun

to believe my worn eyes.

What are my faults?

I'm plenty of them with its lacks,

but you were not a real friend

your company set me despised.

I wish you could get this:

I'm not like you, and I'm not my own.

You! Loneliness hurts

your name made me sick.

You hated me more than I did.

But I'm not eternally lost!

Your name is finally crossed

for all those things I missed.