Chatting with old friends

Yesterday I went to Jorge´s and we spent hours chatting on skype with his brother César, who is living in NY. There were many issues talked, but I looked at Jorge and asked him: “We don´t we ask him about God? Let´s see how he is on Jesus´ things”.

I cannot tell how long we talked on things related to the right homosexuals claim they have to be married. I saw César in favor of those rights, so I joked him if he planned to be NY mayor, willing to be voted from those who want to marry same sex.

Jorge´s concern was connected to the family. He is right in all what he said and most of his opinion is based on what Catholicism says, since he is a Charismatic Catholic (one who fights against Satan) and I am not with them when they speak on their sacraments, their “blood of Christ” weekly shed in their Eucharist (their transubstantiation theory) and all those things connected to apostolic hierarchy, as “the keys Peter received” and the Sabbath being changed for Sundays. (Just to let you know I don´t believe like you).

César has become “a lawyer”. He has learned to fight to avoid paying his bills each time he is punished when breaking the law on driving his car there and is a very enthusiastic talker. He agrees same sex marriage should be permitted based on the economic argument that homosexuals lose money when their sexual mate dies, and the State seizes them money, instead of permitting they keep their material stuff.

I had problems to wait on Jorge´s answers. He is a good talker and I imagined how Saul Paul and Barnabas may have felt some times at talking at people (no wonder they separated to minister on God´s) (Acts 16:39). Ha! Ha! (Jorge is Saul Paul).

I am nobody to rule on anybody´s life. I insisted in pointing out the hypocrisy of those in world government who want to get money when divorcing homosexuals, because we have to pay lawyers each time we see we made a wrong decision, when marrying the wrong person, or when realizing we were misguided by “love” infatuation. We divorce when being despised, hurt, cheated or at emotional and economic bankruptcy, since homosexuals (gays and lesbians) also experience deception and those problems I mentioned above.

I asked César I wanted to be heard when Jorge finished. Cesar wanted to concentrate the topic on the law and the right lesbians and queens are “socially” denied. I couldn´t stop myself from interrupting Jorge to say THE ISSUE IS BANNING GOD, and taking Him away as the lawgiver (but it wasn´t my house).

I wish I had filmed or recorded that video chat, it was a debate.

My concern is, if we accept it morally “because there is a law that permits...” I would try anything human laws permit. I, as an individual can do anything I like privately. In the intimacy of my mind I think and do whatever I think or dream: I can try illegal drugs, social adultery (as a swindler or voyeur). I can be in an open-field zoophilia at my mansion, celebrate public feasts to alcoholism, engaged to a widespread show of TV horoscope divination or sorcery session, and enjoy sex with toys and video porno. Does these things affect the future of each FAMILY, as Jorge was concerned?

When all these things are public, socially practiced and accepted, we will “live” like Sodom and Gomorrah and -of course- each individual has become “a king” to do what he publicly wants to do or make us think. We are not lawgivers (sometimes lawbreakers) and I cannot stop any from his/her ways of thinking -only God- but laws exist to stop us from doing things that may hurt or insult others who could dislike our ways: Do Christians have their rights to be Christians? Does Muslims feel the same when living abroad, in a country full of Christians? Are Satanists stopped from doing their things? Who is to rule men and women businesses and affairs?

Coexistence is a need. I see God gave ALL a right to be rooted and he is the one who uproots. I see He gave free will to all -pagans or believers- and Jesus acknowledge such “right” to be temporally rooted (). But the Bible is not the rule or the standard of the moral, but human constitutions (that can be “mended” to avoid saying these all are changed).

We, as law breakers, want God removed from His Title, Ownership, Name, History and Glory. César wanted to stop the chat on that side, just to concentrate on the issue of “human rights”... Yes! Ask LBG* to vote for you to be their mayor in N.Y. or in the world. I want no one to believe in me, but in God.

Satan wants us to say yes to bring punishment on those who say yes. He wants society to accept free homosexuality to spread it broader with AIDS and more problems, because divorce bring us personal problems and children are affected, same way society. If I willingly say “Yes” to their wedding I say “Yes” to the coming problems Christians and Muslims see coming.

Just imagine, as I said to César: “What if you wife asks a law that grant her the right to lay in bed with the man she chooses, one or two days in a week? What if many persons ask a law that permit them to lay in bed (to have sex) with the person they choose, one or several days in a week, without breaking THE CONTRACT OF MARRIAGE?” Will you stay with that woman you loved? Does such woman love his man (or woman)? Does a man who has several women love his formal spouse?”

He stopped me from may argument. He said I was not focused on “their right to be married” and I say their economic argument is rubish, because that can be sorted out with legal contracts or wills which leaves their money or belonging to their loved ones (They have their right to choose, to have the sex they like, to leave money and their stuff to whoever they wish, but not to curse or blame me, my family or the country I have live in).

César felt tired. He had a headache and I know why...

I left them alone and went to work some time.

Jorge saw his prayers are being answered regarding his family and loved ones (he wants his wife, so I beg any reader to pray for him and his wife to come back home).

I guess some readers may have read what happened to Israel when Achaan hid and stole things in his tent (Josh. 7:20-21). All the nation was beaten (Joshua 7:4) just for one man´s “mistake” (avoiding to call it a sin) and the thing was casted out on Israel´s nation, as the fault and the blame of al who die (Josh. 7:11-12). Maccabees give us something that seemed to be the same, and Jorge told me “some Christians disbelieve it as inspired”... (I just see Jewish people have it, as well).

Human lawbreakers like to put God´s history as moral stories not to be told... We long to be “God” (or our gods) but that cannot be (Acts 12:22-23).

STDs are broadly spread and we don´t see them as punishment or a way to stop us from lust. AIDS is said to come from Africa or from a monkey and science “says” it is not anything to enforce divine laws: Jews say there are 600 commandments and Christians say there are only 10... I am my LAW, each man may say. What about the social consequence and public health? I don´t want to live in Sodom and many women I know dislike lesbians.

Allow them to vote for it and find your place to relocate. Where is Christian land? Which country can I get a free visa to be running?

Next time thousands will be voting for free sex that do not invalidate marriage and its monetary contract. Love is not made of money, but of affection and trust.

Ask me to legalize more drugs same way tobacco is legal everywhere, because it makes profit and doctors are well paid... Why prostitution is not whole world legal? What if I sell my body to get money and some pleasure? I will not be sure who my father is or was and abortionist would be richer than they are -killing people´s “mistakes”- because babies are not my sins.

We both agree women had not real rights when being married to a man who had several women, like Jacob, David or Salomon... But we can read why they got more than ONE man can love or entertain in his bed. It is not good to fight for sex or somebody´s attention. I felt that rage and once I thought to kill my ex-wife and His lover, because I thought she was mine. What a foolish thing! (Just read this: Ezekiel 23:3-4; 5; 8-13; 18, 20).

I don´t know about you. Cheating is disgusting. It hurts more than any other pain and since my youth I wanted vasectomy to avoid children, when leaving or being left.

Hurt people often divorce (but God is loyal). I´m not like God and there was a time I felt jealous when my ex-wife loved Him more than me. God does not cheat! (And I didn´t know).

Jorge said “it would be coming one man who agrees same sex marriage... He is going to make one church with all its creeds.”  Where are we going to run or hide?

I told César “I find exciting watching two lesbian girls kissing or doing what they do, but I find repugnant and nasty witnessing two men doing the same”. I like women but don´t like men, and probably there is a dozen who are like me but, besides my human drive: Am I pro-lesbian, making vulnerable gays rights?

They can “marry” the ones they like and consent: They don´t have children, and probably would ask same rights to science...

There is partiality in saying “Yes” to one part and “No” to others. I am not a lawyer, I am not ill biased, but I am not the law giver. It is like desiring the woman of one man (as any adulterer) and hating the spouse of other (as any criminal minded). Who am I to be jealous of those who have liked?

Lust is selfish and it tends to be self-centered, same way opinions taking away God as the lawgiver.

By the moment I came back, I sat at Jorge´s left and heard César´s opinions and I´m glad he experience God, some time ago. He had leukemia and Jesus appeared and spoke when healing and warned him he would be lied by Satan, who would disguised the miracle Jesus was doing in his body but, the very moment César felt he was healed, he started to shared the power he felt within him with those who were sick in the hospital he was in. He entered rooms and touched those he met (or felt guided to pray) and touched those who badly needed a healing...

I stared at Jorge´s eyes and both agreed he has received the healing power of Jesus to HEAL PEOPLE (We prayed he realized the next step to keep on).

I asked Jorge to ask him: “What church are you attending”. My idea was to grasp if he was influenced by any group or Christian tendency, and I shared with Jorge the surprised his “religiosity” came when Jesus touched and healed him from leukemia; because he wasn´t attending any church, and Jorge saw his prayers being answered. “Perhaps he asked God for healing, and Jesus came to show His mercy, while he was in bed” Said Jorge.

César told us “many were afraid of his touching”. Some regretted his going to rooms, to unknown people, and finally doctors asked him to stop doing so and we laughed at him saying “you probably spoiled their business...” and I still regret not having recorded those things he said to us, here in Venezuela.

César told us he was forgetting those words Jesus told him (we served as reminders). So I´m happy we spent hours chatting on skype and now I smiled remembering I asked Jorge “to preach on him”. My approach was the same I used when he was a child (I´m not religious) and I think I´ll be secular for some time: Just to help people understand I need the same salvation they need, because I don´t have it, yet.

I don´t know if this or anything I write may serve any (believer or not) but I would like God speak to me. I don´t see well many things. I have made wrong decisions and I am paying for some faults, but I need God directs my life. I wish I could personally hear Him (I´m not praying too much: I think He is not deaf or mute) but He knows what I want and what I wanted.

I don´t like to come to Caracas to typewrite. I don´t have electricity at home, and I don´t want to  interrupt at my mother´s and I surely dislike being interrupted. I just need Him to talk, to let me know what He wants me to do. If I beg -one more time- I seriously beg for this prayer, you could make for me, because I don´t mind begging for God.

Thanks in advance!