(Another chapter to “That Never happened”)
If I could be granted willfully with
the privilege of deciding when I wanted to die, it could have been last
Saturday. After calculating the economic cost of my budget, I made up my mind
to buy several things I needed another place to finish a bathroom I´m building
next to my bedroom. When I got the construction materials I needed, I walked 5
blocks towards the neighborhood where I grew up in. I thought I could be
blessed if I finally interacted with acquaintances and few old friends I left
behind when I moved away, but that joy was much more than I lightly imagined.
There´s no a real need to relate on
those things I shared with the few I really met. I bypassed two or three but,
the moment I left one of those I considered a brother, I thought it was a good
time to die joyfully. I was surprised his parents were also alive!
That moment
I poured out my heart in thanks.
Before I left his house, I confirmed by words those feelings I nurtured for years,
thanking him for having been my friend, no matter what distance and time had
done on him or me, since I will keep seen him as a brother I enjoyed when we were
younger… By the way, I also had the chance to tell his mother one childish prejudice he
had when he saw me the 1st time, with long hair.
-Mrs Beatriz, he thought I wasn´t a
boy I could be trusted. Did you told her about those discriminatory thoughts
you had those days?
He laughed, while handing me over a
shake of fruits he had just prepared for us. We told her about those biased
thoughts he told me when we were good friends who quick used to go camping and mountain
scouting.
Yesterday it was a good day to die!
But some things will never change.
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